July 2020 – Sweetesthustler

Weeping heart: Poem

I feel you on me when I touch my skinThe chills lingering down my spineWish I could feel you one more timeKnives puncturing as I realize you’re no longer mine Am I normal I can’t tellGoing insane off this spellNo one hears me as I yellFor your torturing love I fell I’m laying helpless onContinue reading “Weeping heart: Poem”

YOU’RE A STAR: Poem

I say I’m fine but I’m really notYou no longer care so I won’t tell youTruth stands I’m not over usFight for you, I’m drained, I tried toI didn’t sign up to be an actorI never thought I’d be this fakeI never wanted to be artificialI’m forced to when my love you don’t takeI missContinue reading “YOU’RE A STAR: Poem”

OBLIVIOUS WORLD: POEM (w/audio)

This World Is So Oblivious I remain in the dark with no guidanceI don’t know which way to goThis world is so obliviousNo one will never know What I’m forced to doJust to make it throughWish they were in my shoesWish I could break in two Wish I could love myselfWish I could heal myContinue reading “OBLIVIOUS WORLD: POEM (w/audio)”

WILL YOU: Poem

Will you tell me that you love me That you’ll never leave my side Even when I yell I’m leaving Will you see it in my eyes See that I don’t really mean it See that I’m just terrified I’m afraid you’ll break my heart And infiltrate me with your lies Will you give upContinue reading “WILL YOU: Poem”

The Value Of Pure Intentions (R.I.P. Nipsey Hussle)

Sometimes we simply don’t understand why things happen the way that they do. We repeatedly try to make sense of them, and still–nothing. It remains an answered question in our heart. Friends that one day meant the world to you, suddenly are gone, those who are able to connect with you on a level tooContinue reading “The Value Of Pure Intentions (R.I.P. Nipsey Hussle)”

Say Goodbye Sis, It’s Time To Level Up

Before today, I was the kind of girl that would continue to hold a place for you in my heart regardless of what you did to me, regardless if or how you hurt me or treated me, no matter if you so easily didn’t even acknowledge my presence on this earth anymore, no matter ifContinue reading “Say Goodbye Sis, It’s Time To Level Up”

The not really, but kind of beautiful consequences of a teenage drug dealer(w/audio)

I was 16 when I got arrested and did time for carrying an eight ball of crack cocaine. Yes…..,me, Denisse. I was a drug dealer. The subsequent sections of this post will emphasize my experiences with the training school, the criminal system, the Department of Children Youth and Families, the Irie Transitional Program, and anotherContinue reading “The not really, but kind of beautiful consequences of a teenage drug dealer(w/audio)”

A POEM FIT (w/audio)

Thought so highly of you, what a shame Really fell for your lies and your game Trust in you, it no longer remains All these tears, both my eyes they will drain I put you on a pedestal, almost instantly Who would of thought I’d rebuttal so indignantly Can’t believe I let you slide soContinue reading “A POEM FIT (w/audio)”