Thought so highly of you, what a shame
Really fell for your lies and your game
Trust in you, it no longer remains
All these tears, both my eyes they will drain
I put you on a pedestal, almost instantly
Who would of thought I’d rebuttal so indignantly
Can’t believe I let you slide so consistently
Praised to my friends, said you were always so good to me
They’re laughing now, they know you’re like the rest
Swore up and down, I swore you were the best
Thought you knew better, you really got me pressed
You’re disrespectful, you make me feel so less
Real smooth, told me everything I wanted to hear
Said I was scared and yet you still chose to come near
Have faith in you is what you said, there’s nothing to fear
Drunk in love off your affection, the worst kind of beer
I adjusted to you and your ways
Even to how you’d disappear and not hit me for days
Confused the fuck out of me, like some kind of maze
So disappointing of you, can’t even look at your face
Suffered in silence, that wasn’t our agreement
I was ignored, often given the silent treatment
Took all my dignity, you found that real convenient
All the pain I felt inside, I kept it in concealment
That shit really fucked with me, I’d go insane
What it did to me mentally, it left a stain
Cried so much, I’d blend in with the rain
Got so drugged up, wanted it to go away
Man I hate you , said I hate you , why’d you do this to me
Knowing everything I been through , why’d you choose me to be
The one you’d pick and drop like nothing , did it so heartlessly
Knowing my heart is so damn big, it’s controlling of me
Never asked for a commitment, more your honesty
Care enough to not deprive me from humanity
Crazy how you switched it up, did it so easily
Should’ve known the first time I caught you lying to me
You see that right there, I never told you
Instead I lied to myself, said I would hold you
Seeked for some comfort, I’d changed my plans for you
You’d come over, and I’d do nothing but adore you
Made me feel low, you’d make me feel intolerable
I wasn’t crazy, I never even made a show
Made me feel bad about voicing my opinion hoe
Knowing shit had turned one sided, you won’t admit it though
I put in all the work , you didn’t have to no more
Mi casa tu casa, your words were the key to my door
Said I would never go through this, no not anymore
Sweep me back up like it was nothing , your easiest chore
Tried to ignore you many times, still couldn’t do that
Don’t know how to play it off, can only keep it a stack
Never cared about your money, I make my own racks
I say I’m done but low key wishing you’d feen to come back
But why the fuck do I want you back anyway
Crying for you while you hit my girl Emily
Don’t care how I feel, you no longer cherish me
Must have forgot who I am, lost your memory
Said you’re in a good place now, that I hold you back
You put the blame on me, what a weak ass attack
Didn’t like the pressure, cried no strings attached
There’s more to it, know that for a fact
I didn’t deserve any of this, I wish
That we could trade places , could treat you like a bitch
Dumb ass me , writing you letters and poems and shit
All about you, bet you don’t even acknowledge it
Can’t believe I’m such a fool for you
Even now, I’m talking shit and I still want you
I’m fucking sick, I need restraints to stay away from you
I’ll break my phone, if that’s what I gotta do
I feel like I can’t even find the words to make you understand
How you’re wrong, I feel you’ll never comprehend
You’re heartless and I’m not, we don’t go hand in hand
Can’t wait to get over you, to meet a real man
Drew you pictures spent hours on them, you’d never reply
By the phone waiting for you , never no other guy
Texting you, wishing that you’d wanna come by
Dumb ass me, knew it was over, and still I’d try
Thank god for writing, it’s so reliving
You’ll touch me again, only when you’re dreaming
Hate the way you are, you’re not longer appealing
Slowly giving up on you, guess it’s a good feeling
Probably got some new girl entertaining you now
Probably met you at the circus, you big ass clown
Won’t be long till that smile turns into a frown
Won’t be long till my frown turns upside down
And yeah I know I’m acting real bitter
I know two wrongs don’t make it right neither
Can’t make this up though, I’m no conceiver
You’ll one day miss me and I won’t deliver
Feltttt this sisssss🙌🏽🙌🏽
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