*Warning* DEEP. Written by me. Wrote this poem, on spot, during a mental break down! Good self-therapy session. Like all of my poems, and posts, I start off strong, raw, broken, confused, crying, hurt, lost, but towards the end, I feel better. Towards the end, I’m more positive, and uplifted, even if I didn’t getContinue reading “GOODBYE MY ALMOST LOVER: Poem (hand written)”
Category Archives: Love & Pain
20 Minute Freestyle Heartbreak Poem
Can you get out of my head ? I feel like I’m being haunted I’m all drained out , just please get out Loving you has become so exhausting Why can’t you just let me be ? Get the thought of your hands off my body Stop taking my mornings from me it’s not fairContinue reading “20 Minute Freestyle Heartbreak Poem”
TO MY MOTHER
I’m so sorry, mom. You are MORE than good enough. I need you to know this. I’m not saying it out of pity. It’s the truth and I’m so sorry for everything that I have said, and for everything that I may say in the future. I don’t mean any of it. I’m just fuckingContinue reading “TO MY MOTHER”
To my brother, I hope you know…
It’s been many years already. I’m not sure you know how much you matter to me. I never really got into it, but it’s because I couldn’t. I still can’t . I can’t tell you any of this. I’ll choke. I’ll drown in my tears. I rather just avoid it. Plus–I don’t want to hurtContinue reading “To my brother, I hope you know…”
They don’t deserve me, I’m tired
It seems that when it comes to love, being in denial is one of the things that I am best at. It’s a defense mechanism that works for me—I guess. It helps me not face reality. It helps me hold on to him. I’m aware of what I’m doing and still, I continue because IContinue reading “They don’t deserve me, I’m tired”