On days like thisI don’t existI close my eyesI don’t persistI don’t fightI just feelFor I know nowDepression’s realI surrenderI know the drillI lay my headLet out my tearsI hate to feelSo out of placeI don’t get howIn my own spaceIt all feels wrongMy sad prolongsCan’t run away Just go alongI know it’s trueI’ll beContinue reading “On Days Like This: Sorry I Can’t Pick Up Today”
Category Archives: Mental Health
Please Give Me My Space : Poem
Please Give Me My Space There’s a very lonesome part of meThis very lone felt and intense energyDeeply instilledBeneath the surface of my mind A powerful dimension that’s insideOne that always makes me cryInvisible to all, impossible to stall ,A thief of my shine I couldn’t tell you where it’s fromImbedded so I cannot runInContinue reading “Please Give Me My Space : Poem”
OBLIVIOUS WORLD: POEM (w/audio)
This World Is So Oblivious I remain in the dark with no guidanceI don’t know which way to goThis world is so obliviousNo one will never know What I’m forced to doJust to make it throughWish they were in my shoesWish I could break in two Wish I could love myselfWish I could heal myContinue reading “OBLIVIOUS WORLD: POEM (w/audio)”
CLARITY: Poem (w/voice recording)
Hey Guys! I wrote this poem with a certain flow, and I wanted you guys to follow along with it, so I recorded myself reading it. This is one of my favorite ones! Thank you so much in advance for reading, for listening, and for being here ! Love us all ! 🙂 PS. IContinue reading “CLARITY: Poem (w/voice recording)”
My Angels Coming To The Rescue: Poem (written)
I’ve become obsessed with writing, with writing poems… and I’ve noticed it’s much easier to write them out , rather than typing them.. when I type , I start feeling like I’m writing a paper for school and I find myself trying to find what fits , but when I use pencil and paper ,Continue reading “My Angels Coming To The Rescue: Poem (written)”
GOODBYE MY ALMOST LOVER: Poem (hand written)
*Warning* DEEP. Written by me. Wrote this poem, on spot, during a mental break down! Good self-therapy session. Like all of my poems, and posts, I start off strong, raw, broken, confused, crying, hurt, lost, but towards the end, I feel better. Towards the end, I’m more positive, and uplifted, even if I didn’t getContinue reading “GOODBYE MY ALMOST LOVER: Poem (hand written)”
NO TITLE: Poem (hand written)
WARNING!! THIS POEM IS DEEP. Based on Depression/Mental Illness. Written by me, on spot, during a break down to cope with my episode, and it worked! Literally felt pain in my chest, and an over flow of tears pouring down my cheeks but ultimately, I feel better!! Great self-therapy session. I always begin to feelContinue reading “NO TITLE: Poem (hand written)”
REMEMBER ME THIS WAY
I’ve been going through some changes. Changes that have helped me develop into the woman that I am today. My level of growth, maturity, wisdom, awareness, perception and understanding of people and situations, my level of confidence and patience, have all increased, and for that I’m grateful. I’m grateful because above anything, this development hasContinue reading “REMEMBER ME THIS WAY”
TO MY MOTHER
I’m so sorry, mom. You are MORE than good enough. I need you to know this. I’m not saying it out of pity. It’s the truth and I’m so sorry for everything that I have said, and for everything that I may say in the future. I don’t mean any of it. I’m just fuckingContinue reading “TO MY MOTHER”
I FORGIVE MYSELF
I can be a hypocrite, I’ll admit it. I’m constantly telling others that they need to learn how to accept themselves, and how to love themselves, but yet, I don’t do it myself. Some days I swear I got it packed down, but the moment something or someone impacts me in a way in whichContinue reading “I FORGIVE MYSELF”
